Wednesday, September 17, 2008

Gemini-Cancer

Gemini-Cancer
June 20-June27


Individuals born on the cusp of Gemini (the third Sign of the Zodiac) and Cancer (the fourth Sign of the Zodiac) are ruled by both Mercury and the Moon. These cuspians possess a large degree of brilliance and influence, and tend to control those around them. They dislike work which is perceived to be laborious and the inherent shrewdness here often enables Gemini/Cancer natives to attain the "world's goods" without a great deal of physical or mental effort on their part. Anxious to gain public favor, these cuspians generally succeed by virtue of their great tact and versatility. Interested in heredity and ancestors, this is often reflected in a desire to care for relatives and propagate the family line.

The Gemini/Cancer cusp combination, also known as the Cusp of Magic, correspondences symbolically to the period of human life at around the age of twenty-one. Romantic and inspirational, these natives often employ their talents and energies in the service of a higher purpose...family, religion, philosophy, arts and political or social causes, for example. These are individuals who can wholeheartedly throw themselves into devotional activities and often appear to be mild, even self-effacing characters. Many Gemini/Cancer subjects prefer anonymity in their careers, although there can also be more aggresive natives of this cusp who become assertive as they mature and have no problem in letting the world know who they are. Easily seduced, most of these cuspians have the ability to enchant those around them...both consciously and unconsciously. Such individuals do possess a rather sweetly innocent charm and need to be wary of being imposed upon. However, by virtue of the inherent defensive instinct associated with this cusp combination, even the most mild of these natives will be inclined to gently lay down emotional guidelines that should not be overstepped. The more aggresive of these cuspians are frequently well aware of their powers of persuasion and may employ such power without any qualms whatsoever in order to get their own way, even though others might be hurt in the process.

Blessed with charm and magnetism, Gemini/Cancer subjects can be remarkably cool characters possessed with a useful objectivity, and their reasoning abilities may well prove to be an effective foil to deep emotions. Falling within the influence of both Gemini and Cancer, these cuspians are, in fact, a rather interesting blend of logic and feeling. Thus, when an appeal is made to the emotions of others, it is done in a detached and thoughful manner. Not ones to be easily upset, Gemini/Cancer natives inspire confidence by way of sympathy, concern and a willingness to help. They possess the knack of entering the hearts of those they love and a reluctance to relinquish that position, even when separations are necessary. These cuspians tend to be rather private people who are far from eager to grant others access to their inner world. They often fare best when they are able to work from home and will frequently set up such a home as a type of retreat or sanctuary. If the Gemini/Cancer native does allow another to share his or her living space, then such implies immense trust and a great deal of respect for the other person. An invitation to visit this highly personal world is more often the giving of a true gift or the reflection of a desire to share, rather than a sign of ostentation or need for sociability. Indeed, there is a danger here for these cuspians to isolate themselves from the society around them and retreat into an unproductive dreamworld. Such detachment will stunt the personal and spiritual development of these natives which could, later in life, be perceived by them as a sign of failure. Thus, remaining in touch with reality is important for Gemini/Cancer subjects and they need to find friends and partners who are more extroverted by nature in order to provide an essential link to the world. There is also a tendency for these cuspians to be passively selfish and others may view this as a demand for constant attention...a belief that the Gemini/Cancer cuspian thinks the world revolves around him or her. In short, the special needs and wants of these natives can impose heavy demands upon friends and intimates who may, at the same time, find themselves denying their own emotional and physical requirements...particularly if they are sensitive souls.

From an early age, these subjects are inclined to be reckless and wayward, prone to neglect all other matters in favor of amusement and pleasure. Thus, it is important that the children of this cusp combination be guided by a vigilant eye and a firm but loving hand. The inherent persuasive power of Gemini/Cancer natives becomes particularly evident in matters involving money. The males of this cusp have no difficulty in obtaining control over the purse strings of their women friends, while the females of this cusp, with their ingratiating manners and wheedling tones, find it all too easy to secure liberal "loans" without having to provide any form of security. Losses or gains are of little importance to these cuspians. If temporary failure is encountered in one direction, it appears to be regarded as nothing more than a "stepping stone" which will help these subjects to regain their feet...and there always seems to be an endless supply of backers waiting to provide aid. There will always be close family ties with siblings here and these natives often remain quite youthful and light-hearted throughout their entire life. This cusp combination is also likely to produce more ambidextrous people than any other in the Zodiac.

Due to the influence of Mercury (Gemini's planetary ruler), there is a strong desire in this cusp combination to take up new projects and switch occupations. This aspect greatly influences the inherently restless nature of Cancer, which has its own personal conflicts and contrasts. With the Moon in the ascendant, these natives need stability which, in an odd fashion, is provided by the "flashback" to Gemini. Those born on the cusp of Gemini and Cancer become extremely active during the daytime and all other customary working hours. Thus, such individuals are able to overcome the traditional nightly restlessness customarily associated with Cancer natives. This cusp combination has a strong sense of conservatism which restrains those it governs from adopting an unwise or questionable enterprise...a typical fault attributed to the influence of Mercury. Gemini/Cancer cuspians simply refuse to take a gamble or engage in undue risks beyond a well-defined point. Thus, these subjects tend to create their own brand of traditions...conforming to an innate love of the old while accepting and enjoying the new. Basically, this is a very intuitive cusp combination accompanied by a broad-minded outlook and capacity for abstract reasoning. Emotion plays a key part in the lives of Gemini/Cancer cuspians, but it is checked and balanced with logic. The awareness and intellectual approach to life displayed by such individuals is often refreshing and the emotional honesty can be quite admirable. Gemini/Cancer subjects are suited to any of the occupations traditionally associated with the Sign of Cancer (often with a greater chance of success), as well as many other occupations courtesy of the high activity provided by the Gemini background. These are quick-witted individuals who are extremely intrigued with things around them and discover so much happiness in their own activities that they are able to shake off the retrospective moods which are such a handicap to the true Cancer subject. Once these cuspians have attained an aim, they move on to something else...feeling that the more they do in the future, the more satisfied they will be when it becomes the past.

With regard to relationships, Gemini/Cancer cuspians can make for caring, flirtatious and playful individuals with the ability to understand the difficulties any loved one will need to work through. However, marital vows are frequently not taken very seriously, particularly if such vows interfere with personal pursuits. Indeed, in certain circumstances, these can be rather untruthful and unscrupulous individuals. Nevertheless, the females of this cusp combination are extremely attached to their offspring and, in the event of a divorce, will abandon all else and make any sacrifice necessary to enable them to retain custody of their children. With an immense fondness for conversation and food, Gemini/Cancer cuspians find dinner dates with friends to be highly enjoyable. These natives are inherently inquisitive and literary-oriented, which means they embrace mental challenges with equal enthusiasm as they do physical ones. By virtue of a willingness to constantly try something new, they often make for excellent cooks. Their many interests result in an entertaining and stimulating conversationalist who truly loves people. They often enjoy team sports because of the family feeling a team frequently provides. Physical exercise and artistic endeavors...either written or on canvas...will allow Gemini/Cancer subjects to channel their swirling emotions into productive output.

Perhaps the greatest strength of the Gemini/Cancer cuspian is the blending of intellectual and conversational skills. In addition, with an inherently affectionate nature, this cusp is counted among the most caring characters of the Zodiac.

The most important lesson to be learned by Gemini/Cancer natives is that they need to curb any tendency toward excitability and overindulgence in diversions...particularly during those times when the Moon is on the wane. It is also necessary for them to constantly keep an eye on the desired goal and resist the urge to drift. The inherent tendency to repress feelings should also be avoided. As with all cusp individuals, these cuspians tend to be attracted to others born on the cusp...particularly those who fall within the Aquarius/Pisces and Scorpio/Sagittarius combinations.

==Brief Personality Traits==
-- Possess the flighty and energetic traits inherent in Gemini --
-- Possess the deep feeling inherent in Cancer --
-- Often categorized as inspired individuals --
-- Intensely devoted to loved ones --
-- Find it difficult to keep an eye on the desired goal --
-- Prone to drift --
-- Apt to repress feelings --



Source: http://novareinna.com/constellation/

Tuesday, September 09, 2008

With Me

With Me

It was a dark, rainy afternoon.
Two umbrellas stood by each other.
With a single goodbye,
The two turned and parted.

How come parting seemed so easy
even if I felt like I'm losing a part of me?
Is this what they meant when they said
"Parting is such sweet sorrow"?
I don't understand.

The tears won't fall,
Even if I know
In my heart, there's a chance
We won't see each other again.

Why can't I cry,
Even when my heart
Really feels like crying?
Is it because I'm grown up?
I want to be a child again.

I walked away, 
Splashes made in every step.
I felt like turning around to face you.
But I didn't want to see just your back.

How come parting seemed so easy?
even if I felt like I'm losing a part of me?
Is this what they meant when they said
"Parting is such sweet sorrow"?
I don't understand.

The sky is crying.
I looked at it.
Somehow, I felt it's crying for us.
Do you feel the same way?

I turned around
And saw you smiling at me.
I smiled back, happy that I did.
Finally I left, carrying that smile of yours
With me.

So I can't really call that a poem, as there are hardly any rhymes. As they say: "No rhyme, no reason (to call it a poem)". I came up with it while listening to Yui's "M". I just closed my eyes, listened to the song and wrote down what I could see while listening to it. Thus, I didn't give any time to come up with rhymes. This is also the reason why the POV of the poem might seem like that from a girl. What can I say? It's not exactly my voice I'm hearing ;) 

It's been a while since I last posted something here. Life gets busy and I'm too busy enjoying everything I could in my free time. From that, I'm implying that this blog isn't very high in my priority list. ^^

Well, another term has passed and the beginning of a new term awaits in front of my bed (If you don't get it, tough...). Based on my score last term, one could believe I've really learned my lesson after failing a subject. But I really don't think so.

True, I've been forcing myself to study even when the upcoming test wasn't on the next day. But my motivation to study wavers after each piece of success. It took another disappointment for me to become motivated every time that happened. Conclusion? I'm pretty much the same...

I hope I do at least as well on the upcoming term, if not better. Based on what I've been hearing and witnessing, I'd say it will be a pretty busy term for me. So, like I've failed to update this blog last term, I doubt I'd be able to do so this term.

With that being said, catch ya later! ^^

Friday, June 06, 2008

Growing Up

Growing Up

     Everyday, I learn new things. I find out more about people, and find out more about myself through them. Who am I? A question I believed I've known the answer all my life. All along, I've only been acquainted with my mask.
     Looking back at the days long past, reflecting on my past actions and decisions, I've frequently told myself "That was stupid! Why did you do that?". But that's the proof that I'm growing everyday. That's the proof that I'm smarter than I was yesterday. Through the mistakes that I've made, I get closer to the me that I want to be.

     Last term, I've failed a subject, LINPROG. At the beginning of that term, I already seen that subject as a dangerous one. But as the term continued, I found myself enjoying myself a bit in that subject. It was the last quiz that caused my miscalculation. I thought I aced the test. Because of that, I didn't work as hard as I was supposed to in that subject's finals. After the finals, the results of the last quiz were returned. I found out then that I was doomed to failure.
     During the term before that, I almost failed one subject. I told myself then that I should study harder the next term. Turns out, I failed to do just that.

     Sometimes, almost falling from a cliff is not enough for us to learn our lesson. We just have to learn it the hard way.

     Well, that's it for now! Catch ya later! ^^

US Trip

US Trip

    For the US trip, I'll just post one day. Apparently, that was the only day I took note of.

April 26
     After meeting up with Sandy and Dan, we went to eat in a food court/marketplace like place. I had Cheese Steak, which was everything I would have expected from a Subway sub. After eating, we toured around the city of NY and took some pictures.
     The fun part came after that. We went to visit Sandy's sister, Grace's, place, where there were 5 very cute children: Little Paul, who looks like Jonah xD, Hannah, Sarah, Emmah, and baby John. They just played with Sandy and Dan at first. But after Deryk asked Paul for a game of Monkey in the Middle, Paul started playing games with us, which included weird Dodge Ball, weird Baseball, followed by a game of Hide and Seek, which included Hannah and Sarah. We had dinner before the second round began though.
     After dinner, while Paul was playing N64 games, was the attack of  the Nakey Barbie dolls, which was invoked by unknown reason. It was finally stopped when I started trapping Hannah in a blanket. After that, we just played around randomly. Too bad we won't be seeing them for a very long time. I think I just learned how it is to miss people. If only we took more pictures >.>

     Anyway, I'll post the places where we went to and when (in US time).

April 22- San Francisco
April 24- New York
April 26- Philadelphia
April 28- Washington DC
April 30- Buffalo

May 02- Watkins Glen
May 03- Montgomery
May 05- Orlando
May 09- Las Vegas
May 12- Los Angeles

     I'm not sure if I'll post more.
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     System.out.println("Well, that's not it for now, catch ya later! ^^");
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     System.out.println("Well, that's it for now, catch ya later! ^^");

Cagayan de Oro

Cagayan de Oro

     Finally, I got around to updating my blog again. I'm going t post more than one today to catch up.

     I'm going to start with my family's travel to Camiguin and Cagayan de Oro.

3/19
     Dizzy after the flight, we met up with our tour guide, Tata. We then left the airport and had a 1 and a half hour travel to the place where we had luch. During the travel, we ate one of their food specialty, Pastel. It's condensed milk in a bun... So yummy o.o
     That day, we learned that sea urchins have eyes... and they look at you.
The hotel was great. Too bad we only got to stay there for one day.

3/20
     We visited some churches, went up 7/14 stations of the cross, some of my family members continued. The hotel in Cagayan de Oro isn't as nice as that of Camiguin.

3/21
      We took the Canopy Walk, Ziplin (which was cool), and White water rafting, which was totally awesome except for the sunburn. My feet got sunburned O.o. The water felt so good though.
That night, I still felt like I'm in a raft.

3/22
     The sunburn on my feet was beginning to take effect. We went to see the Maria Christina Falls, the Hydroelectric plant, and another watery place with a waterfall. We didn't swim because of the huge crowd.
     We then went to the Del Monte farm which had unlimited Pineapple juice.
     For dinner, we ate steak :D

3/23
     We walked around the market, which was a bit cleaner than Seaside of Manila. Mom and dad bought many Pastels to take home (Yum...). Then we played cards, and went home.

-End-

     Yeah, I don't remember the details much anymore. I just copied from my summarized journal.

     That's not it for now, catch ya later! ^^